404 Not Found
404 Not Found
Sorry for the inconvenience.
Please report this message and include the following information to us.
Thank you very much!
URL: |
http://3g.china.com:8080/act/news/11038989/20170826/31191794_2.html |
Server: |
cms-8-251 |
Date: |
2024/12/28 06:13:39 |
Powered by China
China
走出了时间的母亲
2017-08-26 04:26:46 中国青年网
母亲早早地走出了时间,她让我猝不及防,她让我真真切切地理解了“子欲养而亲不待”的内在含义。如果知道她的时间只有那么短了,我一定会停下手里的一切活儿来陪她,我会把她的每一分钟每一秒钟都精心地安排起来,陪着她,陪好她;我会在更早之前就拿出更多的心思和气力,让我苦了几乎一辈子的母亲尝到甘甜……母亲走后,我的妻子李兴芹和我谈起母亲第二次入院的时光,她在疼痛中的坚韧,她脸上的汗珠和越来越苍白的脸色,她在翻身时的艰难……“为什么不早点告诉我,不早叫我回来!”我毫无理智地冲着妻子吼叫,妻子说,母亲不让。“如果她不是自己感觉如果再不叫你就可能永远见不到了的话,她还会制止的。你又不是不了解咱娘。”是的,我了解,她热心地帮过那么多人,可到自己身上,就变成了添麻烦。她不愿意麻烦任何人。
……某年。我去济南出差,回来的时候已是深夜,大雨。车窗外面一片模糊,几乎没有多少光的透入。我望着窗外,雨水和树影混在一起,什么也看不清楚。突然,我在那片昏暗中看到了母亲,看到了母亲的脸:她还穿着那件花格子的旧衣服,正透过车窗朝着我看,那眼神让我一生都挥之不去——娘,我打开车窗,雨水倾泻到我的脸上、身上,而走回时间中的母亲又一次消失了。从那天起,我开始害怕夜路,尤其是风雨交加的晚上——虽然这话,我从没和任何人提起过。
我以为时间还够,会有时间的。
我以为,时间还够充裕,我会有时间来陪自己的母亲,陪她说话,陪她包饺子并在她的注视下一个个地吃下去,陪她去一个她想去的远方,陪她……她不过是去做一个小手术。一个小手术,而已。她那么健壮,还不曾衰老,我以为会有时间的,一切都来得及。
我错了。
404 Not Found
404 Not Found
Sorry for the inconvenience.
Please report this message and include the following information to us.
Thank you very much!
URL: |
http://3g.china.com:8080/act/news/11038989/20170826/31191794_2.html |
Server: |
cms-8-251 |
Date: |
2024/12/28 06:13:39 |
Powered by China
China
404 Not Found
404 Not Found
Sorry for the inconvenience.
Please report this message and include the following information to us.
Thank you very much!
URL: |
http://3g.china.com:8080/act/news/11038989/20170826/31191794_2.html |
Server: |
cms-8-251 |
Date: |
2024/12/28 06:13:39 |
Powered by China
China
相关阅读
404 Not Found
404 Not Found
Sorry for the inconvenience.
Please report this message and include the following information to us.
Thank you very much!
URL: |
http://3g.china.com:8080/act/news/11038989/20170826/31191794_2.html |
Server: |
cms-8-251 |
Date: |
2024/12/28 06:13:39 |
Powered by China
China
404 Not Found
404 Not Found
Sorry for the inconvenience.
Please report this message and include the following information to us.
Thank you very much!
URL: |
http://3g.china.com:8080/act/news/11038989/20170826/31191794_2.html |
Server: |
cms-8-251 |
Date: |
2024/12/28 06:13:39 |
Powered by China
China
404 Not Found
404 Not Found
Sorry for the inconvenience.
Please report this message and include the following information to us.
Thank you very much!
URL: |
http://3g.china.com:8080/act/news/11038989/20170826/31191794_2.html |
Server: |
cms-8-251 |
Date: |
2024/12/28 06:13:39 |
Powered by China
China
404 Not Found
404 Not Found
Sorry for the inconvenience.
Please report this message and include the following information to us.
Thank you very much!
URL: |
http://3g.china.com:8080/act/news/11038989/20170826/31191794_2.html |
Server: |
cms-8-251 |
Date: |
2024/12/28 06:13:39 |
Powered by China
China
404 Not Found
404 Not Found
Sorry for the inconvenience.
Please report this message and include the following information to us.
Thank you very much!
URL: |
http://3g.china.com:8080/act/news/11038989/20170826/31191794_2.html |
Server: |
cms-8-251 |
Date: |
2024/12/28 06:13:39 |
Powered by China
China
404 Not Found
404 Not Found
Sorry for the inconvenience.
Please report this message and include the following information to us.
Thank you very much!
URL: |
http://3g.china.com:8080/act/news/11038989/20170826/31191794_2.html |
Server: |
cms-8-251 |
Date: |
2024/12/28 06:13:39 |
Powered by China
China
404 Not Found
404 Not Found
Sorry for the inconvenience.
Please report this message and include the following information to us.
Thank you very much!
URL: |
http://3g.china.com:8080/act/news/11038989/20170826/31191794_2.html |
Server: |
cms-8-251 |
Date: |
2024/12/28 06:13:39 |
Powered by China
China
404 Not Found
404 Not Found
Sorry for the inconvenience.
Please report this message and include the following information to us.
Thank you very much!
URL: |
http://3g.china.com:8080/act/news/11038989/20170826/31191794_2.html |
Server: |
cms-8-251 |
Date: |
2024/12/28 06:13:39 |
Powered by China
China
404 Not Found
404 Not Found
Sorry for the inconvenience.
Please report this message and include the following information to us.
Thank you very much!
URL: |
http://3g.china.com:8080/act/news/11038989/20170826/31191794_2.html |
Server: |
cms-8-251 |
Date: |
2024/12/28 06:13:39 |
Powered by China
China
加载更多>>
404 Not Found
404 Not Found
Sorry for the inconvenience.
Please report this message and include the following information to us.
Thank you very much!
URL: |
http://3g.china.com:8080/act/news/11038989/20170826/31191794_2.html |
Server: |
cms-8-251 |
Date: |
2024/12/28 06:13:39 |
Powered by China
China
404 Not Found
404 Not Found
Sorry for the inconvenience.
Please report this message and include the following information to us.
Thank you very much!
URL: |
http://3g.china.com:8080/act/news/11038989/20170826/31191794_2.html |
Server: |
cms-8-251 |
Date: |
2024/12/28 06:13:39 |
Powered by China
China
404 Not Found
404 Not Found
Sorry for the inconvenience.
Please report this message and include the following information to us.
Thank you very much!
URL: |
http://3g.china.com:8080/act/news/11038989/20170826/31191794_2.html |
Server: |
cms-8-251 |
Date: |
2024/12/28 06:13:39 |
Powered by China
China