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北川少年的震后青春:自戕、挣扎、遗忘;遗址变景区,被他们唾骂

2017-05-23 08:11:33   

信里,妈妈称张丹玥为“包袱”,“有了小孩确实很累,可以说她出生至今,我没有睡一个安稳觉。”“而看到女儿认识自己那种惊喜的表情时,又有了一种自豪感。”

读到这里,张丹玥脸上两行泪无声流下。她知道,妈妈爱她。

这次寻人的另一个收获是,她找齐了失散的小学同学。

地震时,张丹玥在曲山小学六年级一班,全班47人,地震时18人遇难,29人幸存。

5月12日深夜11点,一位同学给她发来一个邀请入群的二维码,她扫进去,这个刚刚建起的群里齐齐整整的29人,一人不少。群名叫做,“对我来说你们就是青春”。

5月15日,游客站在北川中学分校的旧址前。震时校园只剩下一个篮球架、一支旗杆。新京报记者罗婷 摄

“我们回北川”

地震前的北川县城,是一处安静的所在。四处都是烟青的山,湔河蜿蜒而过。五月的阳光下,鸟声无止无休。

张丹玥记得很多小时候的事。北川中学门口饭馆的米汤好喝,妈妈每回舀一大碗,吹冷了,端到她眼前。

外公外婆也在地震中遇难。 张丹玥记得外婆对她的好,她怕外面卖的零食不干净,自己在家把火腿肠串好,斜着切几刀,放锅里油炸,涂好辣椒粉和孜然粉。她最爱外婆做的刀削面,嚼起来特别有韧性,连牙缝里都是面的香味。还有甜豆花、春卷、卤煮肚子……她之后再也没吃过了。

过去的细节越甜蜜,她越是不敢回想。每年五月一到,这种思念就揪着她不放。

张丹玥说,震后这九年,她过得并不太好。

她被接到绵竹的舅舅家,中学六年都住校。班上同学好奇这个外地同学的身世,她把家事和盘托出,没有得到安慰,反而被孤立。同寝的室友当她的面念叨,“哎呀,我爸爸妈妈好爱我呀”。那是一种变相的提醒——你是个没妈的孩子。她从不反击,怯懦得近乎自闭。

初二,青春期的她开始自残。用刀子划手腕,又怕疼,一刀又一刀,在手臂留下了许多疤痕,“夏天我不敢穿短袖,怕被舅舅舅妈知道,他们问我热不热,我说不热。”她挽起袖子,伸出细细的手臂,还能看到一条白线。

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