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我等待立秋的季节

2017-08-10 10:06:31   

●小米

这8月里的立秋,与我本命年的生日再度相逢。午睡起来,窗外明晃晃的阳光,依然让人很慵懒。蝉高一声低一声在叫,它将在立秋以后的季节,悄然归隐于土地,走向它生命的再度循环。

立秋,会是一个人命运山峰上的一个分水岭吗?或许,它最多是一个符号,一种心理暗示。

一个人的生命历程,其实可以用农历24节气来比喻。如果少年时代对一个人来说,是立春的话,立秋就是一个人的中年时代了。

自从我进入40岁以后,我就发觉8月的立秋,与我的生命真正相融了。立秋排在24节气中的第13位,我的生命也因此而饱满并有了一层秋霜覆盖。

其实每年的立秋,暑热还没完全散去,梧桐树叶一飘落,秋意便从天上缓缓而落。

黄昏的风有一些凉,我一个人坐在阳台藤椅上,远眺江边远峰燃烧的晚霞,渐渐黯淡下去。这里,城市的阳台,离我故乡那朦胧群山的背影,直线距离大约是30公里。我感觉,此刻的我与故乡奔跑的山脉,再次擦身而过。

我人生的上半场,戛然而止。我人生的后半夜,豁然开朗。其实这时候的心情,只想独享。立秋过后,我将迎来47岁的生日。我打开日历,立秋过后的节气依次是:处暑、白露、秋分、寒露、霜降、立冬……这其实已经从浩大天幕下,向我展示了一幅中年以后岁月的画卷。我感到凉气从天外迢迢而来,地平线上马蹄声渐急。白露为霜,每一棵草上都覆盖着霜,秋天的落叶已在薄凉的风中缓缓飘落。我仿佛看到一个人的头发在枕边掉落,就这样迎来了生命的初秋,直至皑皑白雪的严冬。

人生就是这样一幅四季的画卷吗?人到中年,会是我命运山峰上的一个分水岭吗?其实我对年龄的感受,似乎没有这么强烈。它最多是一个符号,一种心理暗示。在时针秒针的滴答声里,它提醒着我:嘘,你47岁了!

常常感觉生活的白开水,泡着我每天方便面一样的生活。每天的夕阳有什么变化吗?我怎么麻木得都快成“白内障”了?常常是,把身体陷入沙发,看电视时便悄悄响起了呼噜。常常是,突然握住妻子的手,静寂无语,害怕彼此突然离开,害怕一个人的孤独。然而,却不喜欢热闹与喧哗占据自己的心,人群里,我左眼望着你,右眼往往却在走神。此刻的我,总想与这个纷繁的世界,保持着恰到好处的距离。

中年以后的日子,厚土蓝天,静水深流,是我想要的生活。那么我对生命的立秋,只有笑纳,致以问候。

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